maybe it was something i said......
maybe it was something i did.....
or...
maybe...because its jacob......

it seems like a torture to talk to me.....

conversations seems to or can only be centered around "official" stuffs......

maybe....maybe......

i'm just not worthy enough to communicate with......

it seems that a wall is being built to block me out....

i dont know why......

but i know....

its hurting me alot...

i guess.....

i will have to live with the pain....

until...

i'm deemed worthy enough again....